Conversations

Due to the never ending stream of content burning through my mind all the time I frequently think of things to put down but by the time I have a real chance to sit down and type them out my brain has moved many subjects down the road and I lose, for a time, what I intended to say. This is a multi scale issue. First, and easiest is the fact that these things don't get "written" down. Second, I interrupt people because I know that if I don't spit it out right now it may be gone for a while if not forever which is directly related to three which is the appearance of being a forgetful person. It's not generally that I've forgotten so much as it's been left so far in the past that it takes a while to bring it back up. I usually remember things but at the worst possible time such as a week after it needed done. This has over the years led me to a LOT of problems. I own the forgetfulness. I certainly don't lose things in my brain intentionally but I do frequently seem unable to really get a grip and hold onto it. I do my best. I know if frustrates the crap out of people but the best I can do is my best and it is not generally enough to slow things down a little.