I am frustrated in life. With most everything. This is who I am and where I mentally reside. Maybe it's a personality thing or a depression thing. Maybe it is nothing more than life experiences catching up with me and overwhelming any sense of optimism. I honestly don't know the answer to this one. There are many things in life where I can easily say I'm being stupid or I'm living in sin by not confessing this worry or fear or whatever but the reason I'm not so sure about this one is that I don't see where there is necessarily anything wrong with having a dose of reality to work with and around.
This post is a bit of a complaint and a bit of questioning I guess.
I am frustrated by society. Not just from a spiritual standpoint of gross destruction of morality but from believers who throw away all sense of who they claim they are to support those who not only aren't one of us but will actively shut down our freedoms by being the biggest bully on the block.
I am frustrated by those who do not work. I can't stand it. I'm not talking about those who, try as they may, cannot seem to find it. I'm talking about those who are perpetually in school. Who are perpetually looking for part time. Who are just sucking the ever living life out of those of us who are already struggling to survive but by golly we have to keep paying more and more to support your lazy a**.
I am frustrated by the church. Not the church as in the actual believers who are the body of Christ but those who love to claim they are "Christians". I realize they must be fakes that are part of the destruction of "religion" in America but I am still frustrated by it. Stop talking if you are conflating Jesus with social justice. Stop talking if you conflate Jesus with stopping "man-made climate change". It's complete crap. If you think that these things and others like them are somehow "spiritual", shut up.
I am frustrated with trying. It feels hopeless. No matter how much I feel like I do what I can it feels never good enough. I guess failure would be the operative word here. This is not a condemnation but a frustration factor speaking. The middle is never held and it all falls apart. This is the seeming story of my life.
I am frustrated with the elections. Too many years of voting for the lesser of two evils has us voting for the 2 worst candidates in presidential elections in my lifetime. One is the worst of us and the other is a literal fake pretending to be a Republican when he is DEFINITELY a Democrat. The duping of all the people into believing he's one of them is down right AGGRAVATING. However, the only bright spot in the whole thing is all the democrats who hate someone who has their principles. Too funny.
I'm not sure when I'm going to get to the other posts but they won't stop buzzing my head. I'll have to get into them so they can stop running circles in my head. That is frustrating as well.
