Startling

I had some pretty momentous (horrifying?) news this weekend. Not that I have anyone to talk to about it. I would love to have someone to talk this over with but I have been burned by so many judgemental people in my life that I don't feel I can trust anyone anymore. It's like I already feel bad enough about the various things in my life that I've done wrong but then I get to have it thrown back in my face all the time by others. That doesn't help. Sarah says I need to get it out and she's probably right but I don't have any outlets and I'm sure as heck not putting stuff that personal on a web page. Well, I guess I better go. Got schoolwork to check over, dishes to do and lunch to make... Oh and another load of laundry because I didn't get to it yesterday.